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Roll out the few remaining cases of unvaxxed obese people with multiple comorbidities who had some covid detected and got deathly ill; find relatives who bemoaned their buying "conspiracy theories"; in short, play to raw emotion, don't permit any open debate, just have these statist talking heads mouthing the sickly Pharma agenda and lies about how these experimental bio-weapons and dangerous drugs will *help* people.
 

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I got this from my Congressman yesterday on my complaints about their endorsement of the CDC propaganda:

Thank you for contacting our office about additional COVID-19 relief. We appreciate you taking the time to write to us and value your suggestions.



As we pass the two-year anniversary of the pandemic, we mourn the one million American lives lost from this devastating disease. The pandemic has also placed huge financial and social strains on families throughout the nation. The devastating long-term health effects, economic fallout and exacerbation of mental health crises continue to pose challenges that federal, state and local authorities are working to overcome.



We have made great strides in our response to the pandemic’s public health and economic challenges. While we appear to be emerging from the pandemic, Congressman Himes maintains that we must remain vigilant in our vaccination efforts to slow the spread of future variants. Claims that the COVID-19 vaccines are unsafe or the cause of physical harm or death have been fully refuted. Without widespread public vaccinations, we run the risk of developing more severe and vaccine resistant COVID variants. We need to work with our public health agencies to promote commonsense public safety measures for the betterment and safety of all Americans. The quicker Americans get vaccinated, the sooner we will end this pandemic.



Many programs instituted by the CARES Act and ARP expired or are set to expire. For example, the Health Resources and Services Administration’s (HRSA) Uninsured Program and COVID-19 Coverage Assistance Fund (CAF) which enabled healthcare providers to get reimbursed for COVID-19 testing and vaccinations, stopped accepting reimbursement claims for COVID-19 tests and vaccines on April 5, 2022, due to a lack of sufficient funds. The Biden Administration has called on Congress to continue support for programs like these that are essential in putting this pandemic behind us.

Congress considered including a $15.6 billion COVID-19 supplemental spending bill in the Fiscal Year (FY) 2022 omnibus appropriations bill to deliver funding that would vaccine distribution efforts and bolster public health support for state and local governments. Unfortunately, these provisions were removed from the final spending package that was signed into law on March 15, 2022.

The U.S. Senate recently agreed to a bipartisan COVID-19 supplemental appropriations bill that would provide $10 billion to the Department of Health and Human Services that support the procurement and distribution of vaccines and therapeutics to combat COVID-19. These funds will support the research and development of vaccines for emerging COVID-19 variants. This agreement also contains the State, Local, Tribal and Territorial Fiscal Recovery, Infrastructure, and Disaster Relief Flexibility Act (H.R. 5735) which would allow a certain amount of American Rescue Plan Recovery Funds provided to counties to be used for infrastructure programs authorized under the Bipartisan Infrastructure Law or Community Development Block Grant (CDBG) projects. This bill will be offset by funds previously not used under the American Rescue Plan and CARES Act.

The COVID-10 supplemental package awaits consideration by the U.S. Senate. I have passed your comments that are opposed to this spending, along to Congressman Himes. We will keep your thoughts in mind should this measure come before the full House of Representatives for Congressman Himes’ consideration and vote.



Please don’t hesitate to reach out with further comments or questions.



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Kaleigh Calvao



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I am adamantly opposed to more funding for this as well as President Biden's Ukraine military funding which is becoming a proxy war.

There are just too many erroneous assertions in your CDC official propaganda for me to rebut. I have spent hundreds of hours reviewing the science on the vaccines and have come to the conclusion that the CDC and FDA are fully corrupted agencies very much in need of being investigated with their incompetent, unaccountable and corrupt officials being charged and prosecuted for mismanagement of the pandemic. Many perverse incentives were initiated with funding for dangerous drugs and treatments part of the bills.

If you remember "Operation Warp Speed" was Trump's program trying to get the vaccines out before the election.

So little in the way of federal programs and agencies have been effective here. Anyone with an objective mind with critical thinking faculties can see systemic fraud and mismanagement. From the unprecedented lockdowns, to ineffective testing and masking, to dangerous anti-viral drugs to the "vaccines" which you want people to keep getting injected with--the mismanagement and incompetence has been mind-boggling.

One solution to your credibility and that of other Congressmen and Senators would be to have open hearings with some of the best minds invited such as Dr. Peter McCullough and Dr. Pierre Kory. Some day you will be accountable, and I hope that will not have to wait until the final judgment of God before whom we must all give an account. I am quite serious on the most vital matter of our time. Mismanagement is a serious charge, wasting many, many billions in federal funds on damaging treatments is a criminal matter of malfeasance. The fact that you and most of your colleagues are evading accountability and are continuing to do the dirty work of the NIH, CDC and FDA only increases the level of responsibility you will ultimately have.
Yep your on the list! :winks2: :rotf: They just still think they are in charge...... :hunt: :drive by:
 

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Right after they got virtually everyone jabbed, their rates of infection and deaths started going up a lot.
RIght after they started REPORTING they got everyone jabbed. They were dieing just in smaller numbers.
 

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Jamie Shepard​


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Q: What was your life like before you got the vaccine?


I was one of those people that would get a well check every 1 to 3 years. I took zero medications. At the time, I exercised around 5 times a week and walked our dog every day. I was the one in the family always pushing to go for a hike and get outside. A mother of two teenagers and married to a wonderful husband who’s in the hospitality industry. Because of that, we move often. I have always tried to make the most of everything, tons of mini road trips with the kids and I loved to travel and visit friends. We were happy and looking forward to the world getting past Covid.

Q: Would you like to share your reasons for getting vaccinated?


With our world completely turned upside down from Covid hitting the hospitality industry and the kids being home from school, I wanted to do whatever I could to keep us safe and move forward. We had been in CA when it hit and with things shutting down, ended up moving to Michigan to be closer to family and have work while we waited things out. We were told the vaccines were safe and this was what was needed. Looking back it all happened so fast. It was the idea that we could change things for the better and get our lives back that motivated me. It was also said the only danger was if you had a risk of anaphylactic shock and that would happen right after. I didn’t feel I was a risk for that so I thought I would be safe. I have had all other vaccines and never had a problem.

Q: What was your reaction, symptoms, & timeline?


I received my first and only Moderna vaccine in Dearborn, MI on Wednesday, 3/31/21. While waiting the 15 minutes after something felt a little off, but I chalked it up to nerves. Afterwards, I was driving back to Berkley, MI, and while driving, I felt like a wave went through my body and I suddenly couldn’t catch my breath. It was only a few seconds but it scared the hell of of me. I was able to drive the rest of the way home without it happening again. Once home we had dinner a little later and it happened again, I started choking on my food and trying to breathe but it passed quickly. I didn’t know what to do, I kept hoping it was just a quick strange thing and I’d be fine the next day.

That night, I ended up with a fever and my arm was sore and on fire, all things I’ve heard were normal. I remember feeling really thirsty and I felt so tired but my body couldn’t rest. I realized my heart was racing. I don’t know why but I felt like I needed to stay sitting up.

I ended up with the fever only lasting a couple days but the redness on my arm was getting worse and the waves kept hitting. I started to only want to try eating when I wasn't alone because I never knew when I’d start choking.

That following Monday I happened to have a dentist appointment. For some reason they take your BP there. I was told it was high and I should get checked. My entire life I’ve had low BP, so hearing this only added to the fear and question of, what was happening to me?

Because we had recently moved, I didn’t have a doctor yet, but had a PCP appointment set for the coming Friday, 4/9/21. I couldn’t wait to get some help. In the days leading up, things got worse and worse. Eating became too stressful, not only choking, but my insides were starting to randomly squeeze really hard. I would feel it in my stomach area and all the way up in my sinuses and head. When it would happen, I wasn’t able to get air in. I remember pounding the floor with my fist through the pain, just trying to make it stop and to get my breathing going again. (This happened often in front of my kids, it was terrible). My heart was constantly racing, there was never any calm, my body wouldn’t let me rest, breathing was starting to get more and more difficult. I also had to focus more on my breathing to the point of counting to try and get a normal rate. Like I couldn’t just breathe without thinking like I used to. I had to always be sitting up and couldn’t turn on my sides anymore or my arms would go numb and it would get even harder to breathe.

When I saw my new doctor that Friday, she told me I had a bacterial infection at the vaccine site so she wanted me to take antibiotics and then she gave me Xanax to take up to 3 times a day. She said to take it when those waves of squeezing hit and when I was having trouble breathing. I really didn’t know what to think, I had never taken anything for anxiety before and I didn’t know what was going on. I asked her if others were having any kind of reactions like this from the vaccine and she said she’d never heard of anything like this. She told me to get the antibiotics going as soon as possible and go take a Benadryl right away. So I went home and did what she said. I took one Benadryl and then waited an hour for my prescription. When I drove over to Royal Oak, MI to pick everything up, on the way home, suddenly everything started going numb. I felt like I was going to pass out. I called my husband so he’d know where I was if I passed out on the road. I ended up going straight to ER that was nearby.

This was the start of what turned into 3 months of a total nightmare. I ended up on Xanax 3 times a day, which calmed me but didn’t stop any of what was happening. I ended up seeing a GI specialist who told me I had acid reflux and put me on Prilosec twice a day and said I just needed to relax, take the Xanax and come back in 2 months. I had 5 ER visits, 3 where I stayed a couple nights, but over and over again I was told anxiety and acid reflux. My symptoms got worse and worse. I had bloodwork, x-rays, and CT scans but nothing showed up.

I ended up losing 20 pounds. I eventually had to go on a full liquid diet and then slowly was able to start solid food again. I felt like nothing that used to work on its own did now. My breathing, heart rate, oxygen levels, BP, temperature, and digestive system were a complete mess. I would get constant adrenaline dumps so my body couldn’t calm itself. The nights would be me sitting in a chair sometimes finally dozing a few minutes only to be woken up by either heart racing or numb arms, light headedness, and trying to get my breathing going. My body temperature also dropped, at one point, 2 full degrees below normal. At the worst of it, it felt like a choice between eating or breathing. The less calories the easier to breath, the more, it was a fight for every breath. For a time I couldn’t even say a sentence without being out of breath.

After 3 months of getting nowhere, and although there were some kind professionals that I’ll never forget, I was disgusted by how I was treated by many. I know what it’s like to be so sick and looked at like you’re crazy. I remember crying to my GI doctor about how much weight I was losing and how I was afraid because I kept choking. His answer was "just try chewing your food better". I was told by a pulmonologist at the hospital, when I’m telling them my lungs are so tight what can I do, they said to try singing, that should really help. I was told by the cardiologist at the hospital that my oxygen dropped during the stress test I couldn’t complete and that it was probably just a false read and it was from cold hands. I was told by one doctor who ordered yet another CT scan, when I said I don’t think those are showing anything so why do you need it? He said it’s not for us, it’s for you so you can see nothing is wrong, Every nurse that had me walk with them at the hospital would constantly have me stop and go slower and slower until my oxygen wouldn’t drop. Afterward they get me slow enough for it to look fine, they’d send me home.

After that I spent July and August on my own hoping it would eventually go away. We moved down to GA at that time for my husband’s work.

I continued to have trouble breathing, numbness, digestive issues, and I noticed a vibrating feeling in the lower back of my head that came and went with the intensity. I started to constantly have numbness in my left arm so I decided to try the doctors again.

What followed was months of numbness getting worse. It would happen more at night. I would wake from dozing off with trouble opening my right eye and my left arm and leg feeling numb. A few times I felt like I had to fight to get my eye to open and one time I completely couldn’t move my left leg for about a minute. I was also so tired from not being able to ever get a full nights sleep, my body would start to calm and it would constantly be jolted awake, over and over. I felt so tortured.

I ended up in the fall/winter playing the waiting game of seeing more “specialists” and more tests, and spending tens of thousands trying to see if anything could improve my quality of life and give me an answer.

Not one doctor I saw had heard or believed that the vaccine had anything to do with this. I was told anxiety over and over. Every “specialist” told me I needed to go see a different one. They’d get a test in, collect and send me to the next one. I was frustrated with the cardiologist because I said we need to figure out what is blocking my circulation. Why do I get so much pain on the left side of my neck when it happens? What about a Doppler ultrasound? He said, you don’t need that yet, I have a vascular guy that can help, I’ll call you, but you really need the pulmonologist. Round and round I went and finally gave up on all of them. I’ve yet to hear back about the vascular guy. The pulmonologist had his assistant call to tell me to go get a second opinion. Months wasted. They know my heart is fast, they know I can’t exert myself without my oxygen and BP dropping, but I have no help.

Q: What is your life like now, after getting the vaccine?


With this week hitting the year mark it’s very emotional for me to think about this.

The first 3 months I felt like I was going to die every single day, multiple times a day. Through fall I had better days but then it would come back. There’s always that fear having the knowledge that no one has been able to help me, no one knows what’s wrong. I don’t know if I’m truly getting better, if this will ever go away, or if it’s killing me. I’m looking towards the positive and a full recovery but there is still so much unknown.

The worst part is feeling so claustrophobic in my own body. I can’t walk a normal pace with my family. I can’t do any type of exertion without my oxygen and BP dropping. That is the hardest part. I also have the numbness that comes and goes. I have to eat a really strict diet or it gets worse and I have that vibrating feeling in the back of my head.

The good news is, I feel like the heart racing when I try to sleep is finally lightening up. I also am starting to feel a little more like myself, like I’m not stuck under a constant dark cloud anymore. I have highs and lows weekly. I do feel like it’s very slow, but I seem to make some progress every couple of months.

Right now, after a year of this being my whole life, I’m trying really hard to focus on other things when I can, but it’s hard when you are constantly reminded of your limitations. Mini golf is my go to and very slow walks in nature, it’s a start. Watching funny movies with the family helps too. I went from mid 40s to feeling like I’m 90. I am so thankful, though, to have made it this far and I’ll keep trying to feel positive.

Q: Share your experience with any medical care and any diagnoses you have received:


The past year I’ve had 5 ER visits, I’ve seen dozens of doctors. Overall I hear it’s anxiety and it’s all in your head. I’ve had countless bloodwork, x-rays, CT scans, EKGS, MRI of my head, ultrasound of my abdomen, manometry test, breathing test, echocardiogram, stress tests, to name a few. My most recent test, a CPET. Afterwards I was told I had autonomic dysfunction. They saw once I tried to exert myself and I had trouble, my BP quickly dropped.

I’ve been told I have a fast heart rate, my BP and oxygen drop, they think, due to autonomic dysfunction. I have acid reflux, a hiatal hernia, and a small motility issue in my esophagus. I’ve found anxiety to be the convenient diagnosis. I was literally lectured by a rheumatologist just last month that it’s ridiculous to think this could be from the vaccine, he got one and he is fine. If I see a really good psychiatrist, I’ll feel good as new. He said there is so much misinformation out there on the vaccines and none of it is true.

How can people not understand they only know what they know? It’s overall been a very disappointing and frustrating experience. I’m okay with the not knowing, this is all new, but the gaslighting and disrespect given to someone who is fighting to get better is just wrong.

This coming week I have an appointment with an infectious disease doctor who is trying to help people with adverse reactions. I learned about him through our vet, as she has a client whose son had similar symptoms and they are working with him. This will be the first doctor I’ll see who is working with this. I’m keeping an open mind and am hopeful. I’m also seeing a cardiologist who specializes in autonomic dysfunction this July. It’s an 8 month wait to see him, but my neurologist recommended him with all I have going on.

Q: Was your reaction reported, and what was the response?


VAERS and Moderna. I’ve contacted afterwards too. Basically they’ll call me if they need anything. Modena had nothing on where to go for help if you have an adverse reaction. If most people are fine, maybe they could spend a small portion of some of their billions in profit on helping the small number people who are hurting from their vaccine. Just a thought.

Q: Is there anything that has helped, and have your symptoms improved?


TIME and DIET

I haven’t been able to have any coffee or alcohol since this happened. If I keep out gluten, dairy and sugar I do a lot better. I’ve tried GERD, Candida and low histamine diets. If I stick to that I do a lot better. If I give in and try anything off, like chocolate or pizza, the symptoms start to get worse.

A doctor once told me instead of day by day, take it week by week with feeling better. I’ve found I have to take it by every couple of months. That’s when I can look back and see a little bit of a difference.

I do still have to take Omeprazole (Prilosec) twice a day. I just tried to go down to once a day but my esophagus starts contracting when I don’t take it, it’s like the old symptoms come back so I keep taking it for now.

In the thick of it I was given several inhalers, anxiety medications and some other digestive medications. Carafate, which is supposed to coat your stomach, caused my insides to just squeeze from my throat down, just a strange awful reaction. I got off all the anxiety meds by end of June, they just made it worse. The last thing I want is to add side effects to what I’m already going through, and I would rather not be on any medication if possible. I was off a daily inhaler by August.

Q: Have you had Covid before? What was your experience if so?


Not that I know of. I was tested for antibodies when this all started and they came up negative. After this happened, I’ve had to continually be tested due to doctors appointments and testing. All negative.

Q: What do you wish others knew?


I think overall these have been hard times and I don’t know what the right answers are.

I do know my brother has had Covid 3 times, no vaccine and he’s doing a lot better then I am. That’s just us though so it’s different for everyone.

I also know that if you get Covid or have long Covid there is help. If you have an adverse reaction to these vaccines you are completely on your own, medically and financially. There is zero help and the worst part is you will not be believed by most people. This is real, people have suffered and have felt so alone.

If the CDC, FDA and NIH would acknowledge this is real so that doctors all over understand it’s happening at least there would be some level of understanding and openness about helping us. They know this is happening, they know it can affect our neurological systems, so please take our information and help us! This is not misinformation or anti anything. We got the vaccines so please be scientists and help us!

To anyone else out there going through this: you are not alone. I’m so thankful to have recently found this site. I have read every single story and although the symptoms and severity may differ, we were all going through this and we were all alone. I’m looking forward to joining the support groups and I’m thankful for all of you who put this together so we can have a louder voice. My heart goes out to every single one of you and your families. I hope for full recoveries for us all and that the people at the top who have the power to change this will do the right thing. We can’t accept being collateral damage and we cannot just stay in the dark, quietly suffering. It’s wrong what has happened to us. We all did out part to help, and when we were hurt, they did nothing. This has to change.

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French health authorities emailed me that I'm eligible for my 4th jab. Obviously haven't got the message that I declined the first one...
 

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Hopefully not posted before:

That means it's working....................

It's hard to get my head around, Dr's, teachers, snooze "reporters, military, employeers and so many other "educated" people that refuse to see. Remember when some high profile people came out against it? Sports ball and Nikki something and it was over in a week....... who got to them?
 

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French health authorities emailed me that I'm eligible for my 4th jab. Obviously haven't got the message that I declined the first one...
Ask them how soon you cnn get your 5th and 6th.
 

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how many babies have they killed?

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I just had a thought.

What if the mRNA shots aren't about killing the recipients, but sterilising their offspring (if they survive)?
 

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I just had a thought.

What if the mRNA shots aren't about killing the recipients, but sterilising their offspring (if they survive)?
i know a young lady that is unvaxxed and a regular 28 day cycle. then she worked alongside some vaxxed women. her cycle was severely disrupted as a result. the injections are designed to spread the poison to the unvaxxed

the spreading by shedding is not new. it's been used on animal herds/flocks for years
 

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THE BIG PHARMA & DEEP STATE SCAM ABOUT VIRUSES & THE GERM THEORY​

Could it be possible that the Deep State has been around since at least the days of John D. Rockefeller? Could it be possible that mankind has been lied to by Big Pharma since the release of the Flexner Report published in 1910? And what about "viruses"? Is there an empirical scientific method for how to prove such a thing exists? is it called Koch's Postulates? And do those postulates demand that a microbe be removed from a sick human/animal and placed solely on its own into a healthy human/animal? Wouldn't a practical experiment by an empirical scientist try at first to simply take a bunch of healthy volunteers and expose them in close contact to a person who is sick with the flu? Has that ever been done?

What if you, dear skeptic, were to go to the CDC or PubMed websites and found published, peer-reviewed papers (ANY OF THEM) claiming a virus has been found and looked at the methodology section and confirmed for yourself that the cell-culture experiment does not in any way, shape or form describe a human or animal being made ill by any lone virus or bacterium?
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Family friend's son in law (26?) got the jab.

A month later he was having severe headaches.

They put him on morphine and was in the hospital for a week.

Just went home a couple days ago....

Had a stroke and now he's back in the hospital.

Not sure they equate the two events just yet.... or ever will.
 

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Jamie Shepard​


First Dose of Moderna on 03/31/21 Lot #018B21A

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Q: What was your life like before you got the vaccine?


I was one of those people that would get a well check every 1 to 3 years. I took zero medications. At the time, I exercised around 5 times a week and walked our dog every day. I was the one in the family always pushing to go for a hike and get outside. A mother of two teenagers and married to a wonderful husband who’s in the hospitality industry. Because of that, we move often. I have always tried to make the most of everything, tons of mini road trips with the kids and I loved to travel and visit friends. We were happy and looking forward to the world getting past Covid.

Q: Would you like to share your reasons for getting vaccinated?


With our world completely turned upside down from Covid hitting the hospitality industry and the kids being home from school, I wanted to do whatever I could to keep us safe and move forward. We had been in CA when it hit and with things shutting down, ended up moving to Michigan to be closer to family and have work while we waited things out. We were told the vaccines were safe and this was what was needed. Looking back it all happened so fast. It was the idea that we could change things for the better and get our lives back that motivated me. It was also said the only danger was if you had a risk of anaphylactic shock and that would happen right after. I didn’t feel I was a risk for that so I thought I would be safe. I have had all other vaccines and never had a problem.

Q: What was your reaction, symptoms, & timeline?


I received my first and only Moderna vaccine in Dearborn, MI on Wednesday, 3/31/21. While waiting the 15 minutes after something felt a little off, but I chalked it up to nerves. Afterwards, I was driving back to Berkley, MI, and while driving, I felt like a wave went through my body and I suddenly couldn’t catch my breath. It was only a few seconds but it scared the hell of of me. I was able to drive the rest of the way home without it happening again. Once home we had dinner a little later and it happened again, I started choking on my food and trying to breathe but it passed quickly. I didn’t know what to do, I kept hoping it was just a quick strange thing and I’d be fine the next day.

That night, I ended up with a fever and my arm was sore and on fire, all things I’ve heard were normal. I remember feeling really thirsty and I felt so tired but my body couldn’t rest. I realized my heart was racing. I don’t know why but I felt like I needed to stay sitting up.

I ended up with the fever only lasting a couple days but the redness on my arm was getting worse and the waves kept hitting. I started to only want to try eating when I wasn't alone because I never knew when I’d start choking.

That following Monday I happened to have a dentist appointment. For some reason they take your BP there. I was told it was high and I should get checked. My entire life I’ve had low BP, so hearing this only added to the fear and question of, what was happening to me?

Because we had recently moved, I didn’t have a doctor yet, but had a PCP appointment set for the coming Friday, 4/9/21. I couldn’t wait to get some help. In the days leading up, things got worse and worse. Eating became too stressful, not only choking, but my insides were starting to randomly squeeze really hard. I would feel it in my stomach area and all the way up in my sinuses and head. When it would happen, I wasn’t able to get air in. I remember pounding the floor with my fist through the pain, just trying to make it stop and to get my breathing going again. (This happened often in front of my kids, it was terrible). My heart was constantly racing, there was never any calm, my body wouldn’t let me rest, breathing was starting to get more and more difficult. I also had to focus more on my breathing to the point of counting to try and get a normal rate. Like I couldn’t just breathe without thinking like I used to. I had to always be sitting up and couldn’t turn on my sides anymore or my arms would go numb and it would get even harder to breathe.

When I saw my new doctor that Friday, she told me I had a bacterial infection at the vaccine site so she wanted me to take antibiotics and then she gave me Xanax to take up to 3 times a day. She said to take it when those waves of squeezing hit and when I was having trouble breathing. I really didn’t know what to think, I had never taken anything for anxiety before and I didn’t know what was going on. I asked her if others were having any kind of reactions like this from the vaccine and she said she’d never heard of anything like this. She told me to get the antibiotics going as soon as possible and go take a Benadryl right away. So I went home and did what she said. I took one Benadryl and then waited an hour for my prescription. When I drove over to Royal Oak, MI to pick everything up, on the way home, suddenly everything started going numb. I felt like I was going to pass out. I called my husband so he’d know where I was if I passed out on the road. I ended up going straight to ER that was nearby.

This was the start of what turned into 3 months of a total nightmare. I ended up on Xanax 3 times a day, which calmed me but didn’t stop any of what was happening. I ended up seeing a GI specialist who told me I had acid reflux and put me on Prilosec twice a day and said I just needed to relax, take the Xanax and come back in 2 months. I had 5 ER visits, 3 where I stayed a couple nights, but over and over again I was told anxiety and acid reflux. My symptoms got worse and worse. I had bloodwork, x-rays, and CT scans but nothing showed up.

I ended up losing 20 pounds. I eventually had to go on a full liquid diet and then slowly was able to start solid food again. I felt like nothing that used to work on its own did now. My breathing, heart rate, oxygen levels, BP, temperature, and digestive system were a complete mess. I would get constant adrenaline dumps so my body couldn’t calm itself. The nights would be me sitting in a chair sometimes finally dozing a few minutes only to be woken up by either heart racing or numb arms, light headedness, and trying to get my breathing going. My body temperature also dropped, at one point, 2 full degrees below normal. At the worst of it, it felt like a choice between eating or breathing. The less calories the easier to breath, the more, it was a fight for every breath. For a time I couldn’t even say a sentence without being out of breath.

After 3 months of getting nowhere, and although there were some kind professionals that I’ll never forget, I was disgusted by how I was treated by many. I know what it’s like to be so sick and looked at like you’re crazy. I remember crying to my GI doctor about how much weight I was losing and how I was afraid because I kept choking. His answer was "just try chewing your food better". I was told by a pulmonologist at the hospital, when I’m telling them my lungs are so tight what can I do, they said to try singing, that should really help. I was told by the cardiologist at the hospital that my oxygen dropped during the stress test I couldn’t complete and that it was probably just a false read and it was from cold hands. I was told by one doctor who ordered yet another CT scan, when I said I don’t think those are showing anything so why do you need it? He said it’s not for us, it’s for you so you can see nothing is wrong, Every nurse that had me walk with them at the hospital would constantly have me stop and go slower and slower until my oxygen wouldn’t drop. Afterward they get me slow enough for it to look fine, they’d send me home.

After that I spent July and August on my own hoping it would eventually go away. We moved down to GA at that time for my husband’s work.

I continued to have trouble breathing, numbness, digestive issues, and I noticed a vibrating feeling in the lower back of my head that came and went with the intensity. I started to constantly have numbness in my left arm so I decided to try the doctors again.

What followed was months of numbness getting worse. It would happen more at night. I would wake from dozing off with trouble opening my right eye and my left arm and leg feeling numb. A few times I felt like I had to fight to get my eye to open and one time I completely couldn’t move my left leg for about a minute. I was also so tired from not being able to ever get a full nights sleep, my body would start to calm and it would constantly be jolted awake, over and over. I felt so tortured.

I ended up in the fall/winter playing the waiting game of seeing more “specialists” and more tests, and spending tens of thousands trying to see if anything could improve my quality of life and give me an answer.

Not one doctor I saw had heard or believed that the vaccine had anything to do with this. I was told anxiety over and over. Every “specialist” told me I needed to go see a different one. They’d get a test in, collect and send me to the next one. I was frustrated with the cardiologist because I said we need to figure out what is blocking my circulation. Why do I get so much pain on the left side of my neck when it happens? What about a Doppler ultrasound? He said, you don’t need that yet, I have a vascular guy that can help, I’ll call you, but you really need the pulmonologist. Round and round I went and finally gave up on all of them. I’ve yet to hear back about the vascular guy. The pulmonologist had his assistant call to tell me to go get a second opinion. Months wasted. They know my heart is fast, they know I can’t exert myself without my oxygen and BP dropping, but I have no help.

Q: What is your life like now, after getting the vaccine?


With this week hitting the year mark it’s very emotional for me to think about this.

The first 3 months I felt like I was going to die every single day, multiple times a day. Through fall I had better days but then it would come back. There’s always that fear having the knowledge that no one has been able to help me, no one knows what’s wrong. I don’t know if I’m truly getting better, if this will ever go away, or if it’s killing me. I’m looking towards the positive and a full recovery but there is still so much unknown.

The worst part is feeling so claustrophobic in my own body. I can’t walk a normal pace with my family. I can’t do any type of exertion without my oxygen and BP dropping. That is the hardest part. I also have the numbness that comes and goes. I have to eat a really strict diet or it gets worse and I have that vibrating feeling in the back of my head.

The good news is, I feel like the heart racing when I try to sleep is finally lightening up. I also am starting to feel a little more like myself, like I’m not stuck under a constant dark cloud anymore. I have highs and lows weekly. I do feel like it’s very slow, but I seem to make some progress every couple of months.

Right now, after a year of this being my whole life, I’m trying really hard to focus on other things when I can, but it’s hard when you are constantly reminded of your limitations. Mini golf is my go to and very slow walks in nature, it’s a start. Watching funny movies with the family helps too. I went from mid 40s to feeling like I’m 90. I am so thankful, though, to have made it this far and I’ll keep trying to feel positive.

Q: Share your experience with any medical care and any diagnoses you have received:


The past year I’ve had 5 ER visits, I’ve seen dozens of doctors. Overall I hear it’s anxiety and it’s all in your head. I’ve had countless bloodwork, x-rays, CT scans, EKGS, MRI of my head, ultrasound of my abdomen, manometry test, breathing test, echocardiogram, stress tests, to name a few. My most recent test, a CPET. Afterwards I was told I had autonomic dysfunction. They saw once I tried to exert myself and I had trouble, my BP quickly dropped.

I’ve been told I have a fast heart rate, my BP and oxygen drop, they think, due to autonomic dysfunction. I have acid reflux, a hiatal hernia, and a small motility issue in my esophagus. I’ve found anxiety to be the convenient diagnosis. I was literally lectured by a rheumatologist just last month that it’s ridiculous to think this could be from the vaccine, he got one and he is fine. If I see a really good psychiatrist, I’ll feel good as new. He said there is so much misinformation out there on the vaccines and none of it is true.

How can people not understand they only know what they know? It’s overall been a very disappointing and frustrating experience. I’m okay with the not knowing, this is all new, but the gaslighting and disrespect given to someone who is fighting to get better is just wrong.

This coming week I have an appointment with an infectious disease doctor who is trying to help people with adverse reactions. I learned about him through our vet, as she has a client whose son had similar symptoms and they are working with him. This will be the first doctor I’ll see who is working with this. I’m keeping an open mind and am hopeful. I’m also seeing a cardiologist who specializes in autonomic dysfunction this July. It’s an 8 month wait to see him, but my neurologist recommended him with all I have going on.

Q: Was your reaction reported, and what was the response?


VAERS and Moderna. I’ve contacted afterwards too. Basically they’ll call me if they need anything. Modena had nothing on where to go for help if you have an adverse reaction. If most people are fine, maybe they could spend a small portion of some of their billions in profit on helping the small number people who are hurting from their vaccine. Just a thought.

Q: Is there anything that has helped, and have your symptoms improved?


TIME and DIET

I haven’t been able to have any coffee or alcohol since this happened. If I keep out gluten, dairy and sugar I do a lot better. I’ve tried GERD, Candida and low histamine diets. If I stick to that I do a lot better. If I give in and try anything off, like chocolate or pizza, the symptoms start to get worse.

A doctor once told me instead of day by day, take it week by week with feeling better. I’ve found I have to take it by every couple of months. That’s when I can look back and see a little bit of a difference.

I do still have to take Omeprazole (Prilosec) twice a day. I just tried to go down to once a day but my esophagus starts contracting when I don’t take it, it’s like the old symptoms come back so I keep taking it for now.

In the thick of it I was given several inhalers, anxiety medications and some other digestive medications. Carafate, which is supposed to coat your stomach, caused my insides to just squeeze from my throat down, just a strange awful reaction. I got off all the anxiety meds by end of June, they just made it worse. The last thing I want is to add side effects to what I’m already going through, and I would rather not be on any medication if possible. I was off a daily inhaler by August.

Q: Have you had Covid before? What was your experience if so?


Not that I know of. I was tested for antibodies when this all started and they came up negative. After this happened, I’ve had to continually be tested due to doctors appointments and testing. All negative.

Q: What do you wish others knew?


I think overall these have been hard times and I don’t know what the right answers are.

I do know my brother has had Covid 3 times, no vaccine and he’s doing a lot better then I am. That’s just us though so it’s different for everyone.

I also know that if you get Covid or have long Covid there is help. If you have an adverse reaction to these vaccines you are completely on your own, medically and financially. There is zero help and the worst part is you will not be believed by most people. This is real, people have suffered and have felt so alone.

If the CDC, FDA and NIH would acknowledge this is real so that doctors all over understand it’s happening at least there would be some level of understanding and openness about helping us. They know this is happening, they know it can affect our neurological systems, so please take our information and help us! This is not misinformation or anti anything. We got the vaccines so please be scientists and help us!

To anyone else out there going through this: you are not alone. I’m so thankful to have recently found this site. I have read every single story and although the symptoms and severity may differ, we were all going through this and we were all alone. I’m looking forward to joining the support groups and I’m thankful for all of you who put this together so we can have a louder voice. My heart goes out to every single one of you and your families. I hope for full recoveries for us all and that the people at the top who have the power to change this will do the right thing. We can’t accept being collateral damage and we cannot just stay in the dark, quietly suffering. It’s wrong what has happened to us. We all did out part to help, and when we were hurt, they did nothing. This has to change.

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Everyone who got the shots are part of this dreadful experiment.

It's possible this lady's severe reaction was due to the approximately 5% of bad batches where adverse events are very high. The Irishman Malone was a victim of a bad batch. Those with Limeys and Welshmen in their backgrounds such as myself may be more durable, or maybe it's the bad batches that are hitting some people hard.
 

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Please elaborate. any links?

pretty sure it's in this thread. and a hundred percent sure it's on this site. posted my work - probably within the last year. i'll poke around the search function to see what i come up with.

edit - here is one of their documents describing it --- https://www.centerforhealthsecurity...ve/pubs-pdfs/2018/181009-gcbr-tech-report.pdf

also, it's well publicized that one of the animal flu came from it - cant remember if it was bird or swine or similar. they shot up some of the flock to vax the whole herd

satantic sh-t like this is what real environmentalists should/would be worried about. but silence
 
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This is a comprehensive and extremely well researched compendium of the virus and the progression of lies